Everyone is enjoying their summer and im stuck at home being treated like a five year old ):
botoxclaude replied to your photo: T________T disgusting piece of food. bread is…
what’s the thing on the bottom right cupcake? o.o did u make it?
I mixed mint & chocolate and molded it LOL its uber good but the cupcakes are my problem. teach me sensei.

T________T disgusting piece of food.
bread is dry icing is sweet.
made a lot…and only four came out looking somewhat not deformed. sigh. everything will go into trashcan. goodbye $40.00
Okay,
I’ve been a very bad student.
I’ve learned my mistake.
I know praying won’t make me pass.
Sigh. Please let me pass pre-call with a B+/A
T_____T
i saw my boyfriend today (technically yesterday) (:
and it was the best feeling ever.
all my worries and stress just melts away when i see his beautiful face ^^
i surprised him with Merci chocolate & a card. wajsjdfkjfkds omgggg so embarrassing LOL
&& i gave him Burt’s Bees chapstick since his lips kinda looked chapped >.<
chapped lips hurt manngggg~
I am such a caring girlfriend ♥
PHEW~ YAY IM NOT PREGO!! LOLOLOL
I have been PMSing like a bitch…alone for the past 3 days.
Overly sad/depressed, hungry/not hungry, cramping like a mo’fking bitch, extremely hyper then tired, etc…
Sigh* I hate chocolate, but I really want some right now.
Yesterday, I bought a Godiva Chocolate Giftbox for my boyfriend…but I ate all!!! T_T
Was in need for something really sweet. I need them endorphins! xD
Surprise me with:
Seriously, if anyone did this for me..they would be one heck of a friend ^__^

So…I went shopping to buy Mother’s Days gift & I happen to browse around for my 100일 (the 100th day of being in a relationship) gift too.
Lately, I haven’t been able to spend time with my Sungjun, so when I walked to the men’s area I kinda went crazy. When I saw these nice sexy ass watches, shirts, shoes, etc = in my head -> “that would look so good on him!” Now, I want to buy all these items for him. I will save a lot of $$$ (:
Anyways~ eeeeeek!!!
I ended up buying my 100일 present for my boyfriend (:
I can’t wait until it give it to him & I really hope he will like it.
I’ve been stressing on what to give him; I know that “it’s the thought that counts” but still…i want him to be happy &satisfied.
OH! I am going write him a letter too~ I’m so excited! Hmmmm, maybe I should randomly surprise him with a letter :3 (I haven’t done anything for him yet. T_T )
I just hope he will really like the gift. I don’t want to be a shitty girlfriend >.<
15 more days ahhh ♥
This has been the most loving relationship I have ever been. I hope it lasts.
I have never met a person that can just make me smile all day long *^^*
ps: i bought these chocolate for him because it looked really good, but i ate it all cuz i get depressed when i am on my period. I will go buy him a new one. ^^
FML IM SUCH A PIG >___<
okie done talking (:
I thank all my friends for listening to my rantings and nonsense…but they do not know how hard I try to keep my real emotions hidden.
Can somebody…anybody lend me their shoulders? Just tilt my head against your shoulder, & let me cry my heart out.
Is there a person out there that can just listen to me for once & make me feel better?
I think I’ve been holding onto stuff for too long.
I can’t even cry myself to sleep.
My eyes are going to be hella swollen tomorrow ):